Who is this? David? Way to bring up the past, but I will tell you because I am ready to talk. I let her down, I loved her and she was my best friend and I left her. I was too obsessed with leaving my childhood behind and getting my fresh start, growing up, that I left her behind as well, when we were just getting started. I was young and I didn’t realize that the friendship we had, you don’t find that often. I don’t regret the leaving part, I needed to get out of that place, it was killing me, but God I regret not taking her with me, because she didn’t get out, and it did kill her. She told me she needed me and I told her that I would always welcome her here but it wasn’t enough, I should have asked her to come with me and I didn’t and now I need her and she’s gone. I will always remember that one clumsy, perfect night we have together when we just kids, I never found anyone else who felt like home like Rachel Harvey, I think maybe we could have fixed each other. I miss her everyday.